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As a very active TV I could not be in this show, because I go out a great deal and wanted to maintain my privace for the future. I did admit to many who asked where I had obtained all the ideas about dressing as a woman, that it was sort of a hoby of mine and I had done it before in the service. Most of the people that I told accepted my answers though a few gave me suspicious looks, but that didn't bother me at all. If they ask more then I will tell them more.

Perhaps the biggest lesson I learned was that concerning guilt. By taking a good corss section of well adjusted men, all married and all professional men I conducted my own little experiment on latent TVism. The results are something like this. All of the models took the challenge, three or four really loved every minute of it. Only one had dressed in public as a woman before and he is very proud of his feminine appearance when dressed. None of the mod= els had any guilt about wearing women's clothes be- cause they had no previous worries about it and because of the audience's acceptance.

When I speak of non-guilt I mean going about your business of dressing up as a woman and not caring what other people think. Some examples were presen- ted quite clearly to me. Three of these men went to several different shoe stores and tried on high heels. They simply asked if there were any pumps in stock that would fit them. They tried them on and walked around until they found some that fitted. Another model went to a department store and asked the sales- lady to help him find a bra and girdle to fit him. One model went into a store and asked for help in finding nylons that would look good on him. I never heard a excuse from any one of them. There was no "buying for my wife or girlfriend excused given, only "I need this and can you help me". I gained a great deal of insight regarding guilt from this experience and I will never forget it.

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